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leadpencils2012-02-09 06:27 pm
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Letters To Old Friends; Route {IC}
To Tulio;
Dearest Tulio,
I do regret that I never did get to tell you just how I did feel about you - perhaps you may have noticed, but again, perhaps not. Since I suspect that it is more the latter than the former, I shall tell you plainly.
I love you, Tulio.
It will always be my deepest regret that I was never able to say it to you plainly, although I did murmur the words in my mind many a time. I had hoped to spend Saint Valentine's day with you, and if I may be plain, the rest of my life. I know now that this has no chance of happening, and perhaps I always have, but simply chose not to address it, instead burying it away and living in the moment.
I... find it hard to find to the words to convey the depth of feeling I have for you, and I pray that you will understand what I mean when I say that I've loved you for so long, and I wish that what is about to happen would not - but I have no choice. If there was a way, any way at all for me to stay, I would have reached out and grabbed on with both hands.
So please, do not forget me.
All my love,
Nanao Ise
x
PS: Kiyone will stay with you, since I can think of no person who he'd be better off with. He also has the ability to share memories, and he has literally all of mine. I didn't think this day would come, but it has, and I must go. Don't forget, I beg of you. I will find a way back.
To Hitsugaya;
Dear child,
My lasting regret is that you never knew how much I cared for you. You are brilliant, some would say a genius, but you are still so very young and unknowing of the horrors that the world can hold. I know that what is ahead of you may break your heart, but remember that you have people who love you, and they will not judge you if you choose to ignore your duties for a day.
You were always so distant in Seireitei, too serious, and I remember just how it felt to be a child in an organisation of death, the pressures that must be endured - and I...
I feel that you should know that I was a nurse in my life as a human; I looked after the children and babes of those who could not. They were my children, as I never bore any of my own. I just want you to know that I thought of you as my son, I doubt that a braver and stronger boy could ever be found, and I want you to know that I am so proud of everything you've achieved, everything you've done.
Hanatarou goes to you, as she can mother you better than I can. She may also help to keep your Golduck in line. Be strong, son. I will find a way back.
All my love,
Nanao Ise
x
To Fuu;
Dear Fuu,
While you do not remember me from the last time you were here, I do remember you, and I know that you are a good, kind person, and that you will take exceptional care of Shinjiro's Togepi, Miki. She deserves a good home, and I am confident that you can provide it.
Stay safe and stay well,
Nanao Ise.
To Envy;
My dearest brother,
Writing this letter breaks my heart, as it means I am breaking that promise I swore I would never break. But it is not of my own volition, and was there any way for me to stay, you know that I would have grabbed it with both hands, and made it behave. I want you to know that you are a wonderful man, a brave man, and I am so very proud of you. There is no possible way my departure won't cut deep, but I want you to know that I believe that you're strong enough to come through it mostly unscathed - and if you do have to punch trees, please wear gloves.
I may never have said it to you straight, but I owe you everything. You brought out the best in me. You have saved me from dying more times than I can care to remember, and if that does not qualify for a life debt, then I don't know what does. Unfortunately, I don't think even a life debt can bring me back from Seireitei, but you can be sure of one thing.
I will Never. Ever. Stop. Trying. I will find a way back someday, even if it's only for a night. I will do it, you just watch me.
Until then, I give you Shinrai to look after. He's tough, even though he's unable to walk. He'll be even better when he evolves, I just know it.
I'll be seeing you, brother.
Nanao Ise
x
To Ken Hidaka;
Dear Ken,
Thank you. I wish that we had kept in closer contact, but hindsight is 20/20. You were the first person I considered a friend here, and it is with a heavy heart that I write this letter to you. Remember that you are not the only one with blood on their hands, and that I always thought of you as a Good Man.
I'm sending Jyuu to you. He's a good bird-of-swords, and gentle. Do be aware that he has little-to-no fear of fire, this is due to him growing up with a Charmander as an egg mate.
Love,
Nanao Ise.
To Kuja;
Kuja,
I do recall you being fond of dragons. It is with this in mind that I gift you with Skye, the Altaria. She has the most wonderful singing voice, and is quite gentle.
Please take good care of her.
Nanao Ise.
To Yosuke;
My dear boy,
My one regret is that you never knew that I saw you as my own son. You are brave, and strong, and I know that you'll go far. You have been through much
Dearest Tulio,
I do regret that I never did get to tell you just how I did feel about you - perhaps you may have noticed, but again, perhaps not. Since I suspect that it is more the latter than the former, I shall tell you plainly.
I love you, Tulio.
It will always be my deepest regret that I was never able to say it to you plainly, although I did murmur the words in my mind many a time. I had hoped to spend Saint Valentine's day with you, and if I may be plain, the rest of my life. I know now that this has no chance of happening, and perhaps I always have, but simply chose not to address it, instead burying it away and living in the moment.
I... find it hard to find to the words to convey the depth of feeling I have for you, and I pray that you will understand what I mean when I say that I've loved you for so long, and I wish that what is about to happen would not - but I have no choice. If there was a way, any way at all for me to stay, I would have reached out and grabbed on with both hands.
So please, do not forget me.
All my love,
Nanao Ise
x
PS: Kiyone will stay with you, since I can think of no person who he'd be better off with. He also has the ability to share memories, and he has literally all of mine. I didn't think this day would come, but it has, and I must go. Don't forget, I beg of you. I will find a way back.
To Hitsugaya;
Dear child,
My lasting regret is that you never knew how much I cared for you. You are brilliant, some would say a genius, but you are still so very young and unknowing of the horrors that the world can hold. I know that what is ahead of you may break your heart, but remember that you have people who love you, and they will not judge you if you choose to ignore your duties for a day.
You were always so distant in Seireitei, too serious, and I remember just how it felt to be a child in an organisation of death, the pressures that must be endured - and I...
I feel that you should know that I was a nurse in my life as a human; I looked after the children and babes of those who could not. They were my children, as I never bore any of my own. I just want you to know that I thought of you as my son, I doubt that a braver and stronger boy could ever be found, and I want you to know that I am so proud of everything you've achieved, everything you've done.
Hanatarou goes to you, as she can mother you better than I can. She may also help to keep your Golduck in line. Be strong, son. I will find a way back.
All my love,
Nanao Ise
x
To Fuu;
Dear Fuu,
While you do not remember me from the last time you were here, I do remember you, and I know that you are a good, kind person, and that you will take exceptional care of Shinjiro's Togepi, Miki. She deserves a good home, and I am confident that you can provide it.
Stay safe and stay well,
Nanao Ise.
To Envy;
My dearest brother,
Writing this letter breaks my heart, as it means I am breaking that promise I swore I would never break. But it is not of my own volition, and was there any way for me to stay, you know that I would have grabbed it with both hands, and made it behave. I want you to know that you are a wonderful man, a brave man, and I am so very proud of you. There is no possible way my departure won't cut deep, but I want you to know that I believe that you're strong enough to come through it mostly unscathed - and if you do have to punch trees, please wear gloves.
I may never have said it to you straight, but I owe you everything. You brought out the best in me. You have saved me from dying more times than I can care to remember, and if that does not qualify for a life debt, then I don't know what does. Unfortunately, I don't think even a life debt can bring me back from Seireitei, but you can be sure of one thing.
I will Never. Ever. Stop. Trying. I will find a way back someday, even if it's only for a night. I will do it, you just watch me.
Until then, I give you Shinrai to look after. He's tough, even though he's unable to walk. He'll be even better when he evolves, I just know it.
I'll be seeing you, brother.
Nanao Ise
x
To Ken Hidaka;
Dear Ken,
Thank you. I wish that we had kept in closer contact, but hindsight is 20/20. You were the first person I considered a friend here, and it is with a heavy heart that I write this letter to you. Remember that you are not the only one with blood on their hands, and that I always thought of you as a Good Man.
I'm sending Jyuu to you. He's a good bird-of-swords, and gentle. Do be aware that he has little-to-no fear of fire, this is due to him growing up with a Charmander as an egg mate.
Love,
Nanao Ise.
To Kuja;
Kuja,
I do recall you being fond of dragons. It is with this in mind that I gift you with Skye, the Altaria. She has the most wonderful singing voice, and is quite gentle.
Please take good care of her.
Nanao Ise.
To Yosuke;
My dear boy,
My one regret is that you never knew that I saw you as my own son. You are brave, and strong, and I know that you'll go far. You have been through much